and honestly, i have been begging for answers...

ok seriously.... if you haven't seen that movie (^^^) or if you have and you don't love it.... what's wrong with you?


i went with my mom to see that today. i saw it once before with jesse, i loved it just as much if not more today. i did find it amusing that babies grow to be a perfect size to hold in your arms. i never really thought about that before.

mom and i went to the liquor store on the way home. the weather is disgusting up here, really cold/rainy/windy, so i was like "let's get drunk and watch moooooooovies!" and apparently she was down.

after we started drinking, and don't ask me how, she asked me how often per week i'm around weed. i was like "what?!" and she said because i smoke cigarettes and she knows about it, she's convinced that i smoke a ton of weed. she says i'm unmotivated because i don't have a "real job" yet. and "according to the latest research", "unmotivation" is a classic tell-tale sign of a nasty marijuana habit. i laughed at her. she said that because i'm unmotivated and a slob, i need to quit weed and get my life on track. i reminded her that i've been a slob my entire life. she cited my great grandmother telling her that how clean your house is is a sign of your self-respect. apparently because my room's a disaster, i don't respect myself. i laughed really hard at this. she said that since my great grandmother and grandmother on my dad's side were/are really organized/clean, and my mother and uncle are also super organized, that i have genetic characteristics that i'm not honoring. i tried to tell her that that's bullshit, and i am how i am because this is how i turned out, and i asked her to please continue to make me feel like shit for just existing, because she hasn't done that in a while.



then i asked her when she was gonna attack me for not honoring my genetic artistic abilities, since i can't draw for beans, and she and my cousin can draw really well.



she shut up after that.


more importantly, my good friend jamie told me that when she saw juno, she thought that she reminded her of me.....only not pregnant. i think that's awesome.

where's my paulie bleeker?